I KNOW SOMEHOW..........

Somehow, things seem perfect at time.
next moment i screw them up...................

Somehow, it seems that everything is fine.
next moment i scramble them up...............

Somehow, at the spur of the moments.
i make rash decisions................................

Somehow , i hurt my beloved ones
then i cry for petitions.................................

Somehow, i feel that i am right.
what fail me are situations...........................

Somehow, i know that i am powerless.
i always get subdued by emotions................

Somehow, i have managed to change a little.
thnx friend for ur scrutiny...............................

Somehow, i know past would always hunt me.
what can i do this is the part of my destiny.....

Somehow, i know i would again be forgiven.
thats ur sheer greatness friend.

Somehow i know i am worthless till now.
but.....somehow, i promise i will prove my stand.....

huh....

Kehte hain wo bepanaah pyar hain tumse.......

kehte hain ki tumse hi hai shaksiyat.......

Har bat ko nakara karte hain hamari......

Aisi hain hamare pyar ki hasiyat.....

PUMPKIN AND DUD

Ah, there is a PUMPKIN, and there is a DUD
i dnt know who is a pumpkin,nor who is a dud.

Pumpkin smiles..Dud smiles...both equally fragile...
pumpkin looks weird,dud even weirder, makes me smile....

Dud a girl,weird ,hsbc,...oh I am glad..
Pumpkin a boy,superman and once he was a DAD!!!....

I know whts a pumpkin,I dont know whts a dud...
but bth of u listen....denying the force of cupid is bad...

mobiles and clutchers,smiles and twitters,the joy of being in love...
texts and chats,voices and laughs,smiles as white as dove.....

are u not sure or are u afraid or are u faking ur emotion
u bth are stuck in the job for quite long now, go get a promotion..

whatever be the case ,do whatever u like,whatever be ur stand...
i love pumpkin ,i love dud and i love being their friend.........

SPILLED GUTS.......

I spilled out all ,all that i had for her......

I spilled out all,all the moments of my grievances......

I spilled out all, all the things which made the present me.....

I spilled out all,everything that broadened our gaps......

I spilled out all,but hid the greatest truth perhaps......

I spilled out my guts, to bid a final goodbye......

To be true.........................

I spilled out my heart...........to let my love go by...........

FITRAT

fitrat hi aisi hain ya aisi ho tum sirf hamare liye...

hasrat hain kya dard dene ki,tayyar rehti ho sau tane liye...

jakhm to anginat de hi diye ahin taklifo ki baucharo se.....

nark banadi jindagi, bitha diya jhoote pyar ka sahara diye....

Aive hi....

zindagi ittefaqo se banti hain

ittefaq bante hain mulakato se

mulakate badhti hain jab milte hain khayalat

khayalat milte hain apki pyari batton se.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUUUUUMMMMMMIIIIIII

Shy as one can be......
yet she says so much with those eyes......

Smart as one can be.....
Yet she hides her dumbness with smiles....

Sweet as one can be.....
Yet she can be plentiful in guile......

Soulful as one can be......
A person like you comes to earth in a while.....

BUSINESS ETHICS

Ah! there she does it again.....

Stunned at her charm I lose game....

A  glimpse of her, no hold on my emotions....

A split second and I go through crores of motions.....

Her smile,so sweet,a painless way of killing......

Her voice, so agile,so melodious,so appealing.....

Her silence,a whirlpool of thoughts, a lifelong hangover......

She troubles me a lot,I want this trouble forever........

THE STERNEST TEST.........

Here I am back to write a post after a long time....I am back in my college.....my next favourite destination after ofcourse home.I was happy in last few days.........I was because I am not now.Just suddenly I am a bit gloomy and I dont know why....Now coming back to the title now...there is certainly somethings which even the strongest of people do not want to face....

I say this because I can say I am not afraid of well most of the things and have seen guys who are tougher or I say toughest face this dillema or disease I name as the sternest test.....

The symptomps are very simple indeed
1.You know where your happiness is but you cannot follow it.Reason you dont want to(big sacrifice and all that blah blah stuff which is indeed what we do)
2.You know that you are right most of the times but you accept that you are wrong though with a lot of pain.chaah
3.You begin pretending you are OH SO HAPPY.You might be but not Oh So Happy indeed.Funny na
4.You accept silence as a welcome change in life and that is the best part about this illness.Indeed good for relaxin your face muscles.


So anyways I only know how to recognise this disease.If i will figure out the solution i will write that too.

bbyee

me and my dearest sis.....

This is one pic I will cherish throughout my life....till now this is our best pic...I dont give this pic to anyone not even prashita.... my sis next to me....I love u sis and will keep on caring for u for the rest of my life...u are a large piece of my heart....keep smiling and be happy always..forgive me for any of my mistakes...i will give u this pic in some course of time baccha...patience is all u need...

AAINA

tanhai sirf akela rehna nahi hota....

tanhai hoti hai jab aap ke khayal aap ko hi maare

dard main muskurana aasan nahi hota.........

par kya hum jab rehna pade dard ke sahare

ek akela insaan kya kya jhelega.......

khud ke gham ya umeedo ki bauchare

koi to ho jo de badle me utna hi pyar........

kab tak yu  reh payenge yaado ke sahare..

bandariya rajkumari................

She is a bit talkative................

but she is a gr8 listener........

she ia a lot acceptive......

she never lets me be a loner.........

she is a lot amative......

sometimes herself a coinfiner...

Yet she is a lot sensitive............

and for everything she is I LOVE HER........

Loneliness………………..

 

There is no warmth I feel anymore, I have lost all my charm……..

It is hard to face the truth, The desire to live is getting lukewarm….

 

I bet you guys, the worst fear is the feeling of being alone…….

There is pain, there is agony, the happiness is long agone……….

 

Wake up in morning with the feeling that you lost your soul to someone……..

You will not want to stand I bet, u will feel u have lost your backbone………

 

I realize now that my small mistakes have led to maximum cost……..

I had her , I had everything. Now I don’t and everything is lost……… 

she..........

Waiting for someone with tears in my eye………..

I really don’t want to live but I cannot die…………

The boundations of relations , the load of responsibility.

 I deserve a lot,I doubt whether it would be a probability.

I  try to be happy, but cannot think beyond her…..

Ask my life in return of a favour God, It would be happiness for my sister………….

Those Alcoholic Eyes.......

Those Alcoholic eyes, a lust one can't substitute.......

Those petite blinks,all movements define attitude........

Those rosy cheeks,red with great magnitude.......

Those goofed up expressions,that fill us with gratitude.......

You are a stand out dear, in this fake world around......

A heart of gold and all the goodness abound........

I promise our friendship will never disever.........

Rightly said by someone................A THING OF BEAUTY, A JOY FOREVER...........

THAT RESPLENDENT GIRL............

That resplendent girl, a part of my life......

That splendid smile, a viewers delight.......

That stunning charm,a fill in for appetite......

That exquisite voice, so agile,so lite.......

Tommorow comes the day,she cames to earth....

A prayer,a supplication..no measure of her worth..

The rejoice,the blitheness, she spreads around....

I still dont believe my luck golu..............a friend like you i found.......

da sweetest pic ever............

Here I m inspired by a friend to write my first post in the very first blog............

Some claim the pic below to be my best pic ever............i agree as i had none better till now.......

To those who in due time might read this blog....... I am Piyush Somani.......thts the best i can describe myself because after this i need to find many answers myself............

Can a picture be true replica of what a person is...i think yes most of the times and no sometimes..........

Look at my pic for instance......How do i seem to look....Happy,glad,joyous....Yes or is it a fake expression......u never know.........guess it for urself..............

Even I dont know how to describe my feelins on this day......my worst christmas till now in this 21 years of life where i have lived with quite a show...and still 1 of the most happiest day in my same life...............

Fellows I am confused...........will write soon again...........till then SAYONARA

da sweetest pic ever.......